@neithskye @iamadopted We can't afford to live on what if's or what could have been, otherwise we'd miss what is right in front of us. My court papers tell of my father trying to steal me away once i was placed in foster care. BUt if he really cared why sign the damn papers?
We could all go over the edge if we focus on this too much. Live in the here and now, with what you have and who you have the opportunity to be with.